i'm opal and i'm the queen | expect a lot of davekatoh shit it’s like 2:30 am lmao my bad anywayssssss this is gonna be my last call for a while, i moved blogs, if you want the new one send me a message or an ask (that’s not anon, duh) and i’ll give u the link
I’m so chill. if you haven’t already, like my status and ill give you my new blog. its a party over there lmao but if you dont wanna be friends or mutuals anymore no pressure I 100% understand
also don’t feel bad if it’s time for us to Part Ways as friends/mutuals i’m good
lms if you want my new blog i’ll send it to u in an ask or a message or something
Does anyone else get that “social crash” where after a bout of socialization, you get alone/relax and the nice “with friends” high leaves and suddenly everything you said comes back and you regret ever speaking ever and realize suddenly how annoying you are and how everyone must actually hate you and hate that they have to hang out with you and decide never to go out and socialize ever again
self care sounds so basic but please don’t underestimate how difficult it is just to clean your teeth and wash your face when all you want to do is die
loved one: sorry, i can’t hang out! i have plans with other people
my hellbrain’s instincts: wow you love them more tha-
me, ignoring her and working on being a better person: that’s okay! i hope you have fun! can we hang out some other time?
I love this bc it’s a little snapshot of what the intermediate stage of recovery/treatment/growth can look like.
It might not be what you expect. I think people want to stop having those thoughts immediately, and if they can’t they feel that they’ve failed. But that’s not true! Challenging those old thought patterns is exactly what recovery looks like
who’s the viner that did the
“do you have a reservation”
“this is a Wendy’s”
“SO THAT’S A NO THEN”